I'm ashamed to admit that I have been single for 4 years after my last break up. I have tried to meet other women but it hasn't worked out. After many rejections, I reached a point of simply giving up. But I am trying to change my perspective on life. I still think that despite my flaws there are still good things I can offer. I will have to trust that someday, a woman that I'm attracted to might feel the same way.